Are you there?  I found you again xanga!  You were hiding under this mess the whole time?  I'm sorry, you deserve better....we had some good times back in the day didn't we? 

I know I'm sorry....How have I been?

Good good, well I've been better, but pretty good, thanks for asking. How great are you for asking!

And how are you?

...bored..huh...Yeah I hear that!

Well let's be fast friends again xanga and see where this obsession can take us....

Sorry for dropping you cold turkey, the internet is full of vices, so many things taking up my time, so many other newer, colorful sites to take my time, but your like my 1st love xanga, and I'll always have a place in my heart for you!

I'm sorry, I'll try harder to be a better blogger and a better person.

I just wrote on xanga, its been ages, but i am alive....are ppl still alive out there ?!?! More to come but i need some lovin

Everything worked out...I think. Someday I'm pretty sure I'm going to share that experience with a lot of people but for now I have to keep it to myself but thanks very much your prayers everyone who saw this and gave me a little shout out to God.

Drove around the island today, the waves on the north shore were in one word treacherous, there wasn't even one local surfer cause they were so bad.  About 18-22 feet I'd guess, but I had a good drive..even in the rain this island is something to marvel at. 

I'm very much enjoying my time here, God's leading me and I'm trying to be obedient to follow him, it's hard, but I must persevere, so please keep me in your prayers people.

I wrote a song, I actually finished it! Which for me is a shock in itself so I figured id share the lyrics with you guys until I get to play it for some of you.

There are times in my life.
When I run from You.
I think I know just what I want.
But can't decide what to do.

And I am scared and I am broken
You want so much, and I take to much.
I don't know just when its gonna end.
But I trust it's in Your hands.

And in these times, and this uncertain world.
Life's so scary, why is it so scary?
Without You.

Love, You've showed yourself, to me tonight.
Let me know, that everything's, gonna be alright.
And when I'm lost and I have gone astray.
You give me the light to find my way.

I Travel round looking for some answers.
When they are right in front of me.
Its kinda sad cause I already knew them.
Sometimes its so hard to see.

There are times in my life.
When I run to you....